selling your soul

in november i went for the first test, a computerised selection test, where the system tested me for reflex, mental arithmetic, visualization, blah blah, then an interview, a site visit to SATCC, and a final interview, followed by a medical exam where they drew so much bloooood... and having to find 2 sureties.. i've finally penned my signature on a training deed for the post of Air Traffic Controller... yes, i've sold the next 6 years + (26 weeks of training) of my life to CAAS.... strange that i would choose this path... having studied computing for 4 years, to enter a completely different field to work.. and probably spend the rest of my life..
i remember during the interview, the chief interviewer, deputy director of CAAS (which puts his position within the organization above everyone, just below the director, and board), asking me, you scored pretty high on your ambition scale in the psychological profiling, you do realise that in this job, the avenues for moving up aren't too many... well, no aspiration, no ambition? not really, it's a matter of self actualization.. to know i'm good at what i do.. which is why after so many years i haven't given up skating.. because i'm always inspired by those better than me, and me wanting to reach their level... and i want to become good at controlling, if i make it through the course :P

anyways, apparently, the lausanne championships in switzerland aren't going to be held, and singapore has officially taken over as a competition in the IFSA championship/cup series of competitions... thing is, i sent an email out to people who were involved in the november competition, and nobody has gotten back to me about it.. sigh... i really hope the competition will go through, and we'll be able to see really good slalom skaters here, which will really raise awareness about the discipline and hopefully more people can start on slalom, and when there are more people, there'll be more to compete against! wahahaha..

okay i'm at a loss of what to write already... i guess that's about it for now...

oh yah.. i'm deprived.. it's either bad sex, or no sex.. which sex god did i offend?!