righto. it's sunday afternoon and i've suddenly gotten inspiration to write, thanks to edmund.

sunday.. my sundays used to be carefree days spent at ecp... teaching, skating, ogling at people, male and female, ugly and pretty, young and old, fat and skinny... but recently i've become distracted, and in fact, tired of skating.. i only go down to teach, and leave when i finish lessons. i have no motivation to skate, to do my work, to love.

it's slowly eating me from inside, this strange cruel bitter feeling. what could it be? could it be that i've finally given up all hope i had for whatever that love is supposed to represent? time, commitment, trust, faith? i dunno.

poor d0do, she forgot her wallet so i rushed to ecp to rescue her from the cab driver that sent her there.. and she's picked up smoking again.. wonder why... maybe her bf isn't treating her well, but she's going to sydney soon.. i guess physical proximity does help...

how far is far? a long distance relationship? actually if you don't live under the same roof i'd say you're in a long distance relationship.. and even if you are, you may well be in one. how come? so simple.. it's not physical proximity sometimes, but emotional proximity.. are your thoughts aligned? are your hearts in tune? in sync? are you able to anticipate what your partner is thinking?

my neckache is still here.. it's been a month already... but it's improving.. i've changed pillows... i hope it gets better... but i find it hurts more when i'm teaching.. must be something wrong with me.. or my skates..

okay.. enough rambling.. musings and finally.. my head is wheezin.