http://nytemare.lobang.net/Salu

dive trip to pulau salu. less dived than hantu due to it's position near the live firing areas of sudong and pawai, the island is pretty small, with shallow reefs that start at 2m till 10m, little current with a variety of sea life that's impressive. the visibility recently has improved, with a minimum of 3m on a sunny day...

spent the good part of the night trying to get my wrt54gs to act as a client bridge to enable my xbox to connect to my main pc.. after a few hours and a bit of frustration, i finally managed to get the settings right.. and well, streaming is much slower than before, but that's the price i have to pay to use a wireless connection..

work, wlel, work.. what can i say.. it's not like i'm not trying, but sometimes i just, somehow black out and can't seem to catch up.. have i fallen prey to burnout? or am i just pretending to try? hurhur.. i have no idea.. just follow the rules, do my work, and the 12 weeks will be over.. 4 weeks gone.. 8 to go...

unless i get extended another 4 weeks after the 12... take things as they come...

probably going to jb on thursday.. seafood! yeah!

spent the good part of the day, nuahing at home.. downloading anime, listening to music, getting more and more bored until i began to get depressed and annoyed with things around me..

went for sakae dinner, and how nice, promo of 1 for 1 red plates... grabbed all the sashimi and what not...

was supposed to go straight to MOS for the pre launch party, but the asian diver's night at club makino hadn't ended by the time i finished dinner so i went to club makino(where centro used to be)... got a subscription to asian diver... and 2 people i knew won stuff! the best part was yilin and dannie, who're getting married on sunday, won themselves a paid for dive trip to mabul dive resort worth 4K! haha.. incredible.. honeymoon package man..

after makino, adjourned to clark quay to MOS! ministry of sound! nice place, big, spacious, empty! haha.. it's just a pre launch party so it wasn't supposed to be crowded.. main electronica dance hall.. retro room.. rnb room.. it's nice this MOS.. hope it doesn't go the way of bangkok MOS..

then halfway thru mos.. i suggested hopping over to zouk just to check out mambo.. boy it was a great idea.. the queue was incredibly long when we got there.. but we went to velvet instead.. guess what, ladies get in free! guys just have to pay $25 for entry to all 3 clubs... not a bad deal at all..

so went to dance for quite a bit at zouk.. got all sweaty.. haha.. rested a bit at velvet before heading home..

it's quite fun.. after a long while.. :D

Top 10 Longest songs in my iTunes
10. The Hypnotist by Sisterlove 09:01
9. Second Hand by Underworld 09:01
8. There Must Be An Angel (Playing with My Heart) by Fantastic plastic machine    09:17
7. Un Dia Mas [Matty's II Deep Alstar Mix] by Chichi Peralta Y Son Familia 09:55
6. Rhapsody on a Theme of Paganini by Maksim Mrvica 10:06
5. Floorfilla Megamix by FloorFilla 10:08
4. Guitar Solo (Trilogy Suite Op- 5-Spasebo Blues) by Yngwie J. Malmsteen 10:20
3. Don't let me be misunderstood by Santa Esmeralda 10:28
2. I Would Do Anything for Love (but I Won't Do That) by Meat Loaf 12:01
1. Just Like Honey by The Jesus and Mary Chain 12:37

As I Mature

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you, all you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof to destroy it.

I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better have a big willy or huge boobs.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be a lot of money to take it's place.

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away...

oh my goodness she's got talent... i'm so very smitten...

if nothing appears the link is http://nytemare.lobang.net/lj/lovingyou.wmv

"LEISURE"
by Wm. Henry Davies (1871-1940)

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.

No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.

No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night.

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.

No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.

A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.