wah. dvd explosion. now got mib 1 and 2. bwahahaha.

whassup?!
i just bought dvds! initial-d dvds! wonderful! rewatching them is so fun!
gringringrin

#@$&^$($#&%)$#^$#&%(*^(^%(^%
early morning get pissed off by drivers all over. if they can't bloody drive fast then stay away from the overtaking lane!!!!!
argh. morons who don't even know the basics of changing lanes. WARGH! if i had a bulldozer i'd just bulldoze their car before whacking them.
i'm no road bully.
MERCEDES S280 SDE789 is a road bully. if you see this car scratch it. damn bloody asshole thinks he owns the road.
the story goes that i'm driving happily in the 2nd lane at 100, and he comes along and tailgates me! imagine! the nerve of the asshole. no cars
on the overtaking lane. bloody moron looking for trouble. then when he finally realises he can overtake on the right, he does so, and then swerves so
bloody close to me if i didn't jam my brakes we'd have smashed into each other. actually we should've smashed into each other, then i'd just beat the living shit out
of the freaking moron.

scratch that car. beat up the #%$#&%$(%@#*$*@# driver.

that's right. i'm pissed. bwahahahahahahahahaha.

alright! all invited for the jam training! excellent!

damn diarrhoea. i hate to ls. damn the food that poisoned me. what if it was my family's domestic helper that poisoned me?!?!?! grrr

she's sick! oh no! sadsadsad!!!

alright. i'm having a terrible incessant neckache but i guess it's cuz of the terrible weekend. i'll post more tomorrow. or tonight.
got lotsa time to yak.

la di da.. bounce bounce bounce
is that a bon jovi album? bah. no $

alright. no news about the java jam. that's bad news.
damn. i want to do the bloody jam! i'll be damned if some people got in..

eh those are lyrics.
don't read too much into it!
hahaha
i didn't know so many people read this weblog.
SHOUTS OUT TO ALL YOU READERS! HAHAHAHA
go check out FIRE in elements.
you'll know why i'm so cheery. bwahahaha.

will never leave you
I will stay here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you

we're impossible to satisfy.
school starts we want holidays.
exams come you don't want exams.
holidays start we rather have school.
but then again, i never want exams. hehehehe.

good luck to the rest!

ALRIGHT! EXAMS OVER! WHEEZIN!!!!!!!!!!!!

things have come to a point where it's either make or break.

earlier on today, before lunch it was make.

now it's break.

i give up. i have to focus on my exams. i am going to focus on my exams.

check back on the 15th. my exams end then.

we're talking.

should i even be thinking about things like that?

i don't even know if i'm pestering her. what if she just wants me to be her buddy?

i went to her place last night and gave her food and qoo peach.

ah shucks. she's stressed over her exam.

i ought to be stressed.. but i don't know.. in school now, but i don't feel like studying....

my freaking head is wheezin.

this is really painful. someone else came over. made barley water for me. cried. sent her home. cried.

i feel so terrible. she can't sleep. she can't study.

what can i do...

it feels terrible.....

how many rivers do i have to cross before i am cleansed?

revelations tonight.

life sux

alright. on another note. this is a long one. if you've been following me so far, i guess this is the most
you're going to get to read on this blog. i'm opening up the little vault of my emotions to all of you.

we hung out yesterday and today. things seemed to be going well. hey, i was feeling really encouraged,
and i guess i came on a bit too strong, holding her hand and that...

i'm at the dinner, she sms-es me telling me she wants to stop everything. stop everything. (norah jones - don't know why playing now as i'm typing)
i tell her i'll aceed to her request. what posessed me to, i don't know.

i bid her farewell, good luck, those nice kind words i'd reserve for her.

i get another message. she's angry. she's hurt. she's disappointed. she's sad. she say's i'll never change. i abused our friendship.

she's didn't want to sms me. but she's just angry and wants to take it out on me.

guess how i feel? i feel condemned. i've been condemned. i hate myself.

what an impressive wedding! 101 tables! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
all the best to the newlyweds!!!!!!!!!!!

an army friend of mine is getting married today. wow! married! good grief. in a few years time it's going to be my turn!
oh man.... there's still so many things undone! how can i even drag someone else who is so significant to me into the cauldron
before i can even fend for myself......
hiakz......

God is a girl.Do you believe it?

:)

it was a night of fun!

morning came.

she held my hand. i was in heaven.

she woke up.

she wouldn't hold my hand anymore.

my heart shattered.

what she was afraid of, ended up happening to me first.

3rd November. Car show? Shopping? Pizza? Drinks? Games? WHEEZIN! Pre exam preparations are about to begin!

THE HAZE IS GETTING TO ME...............
MY THROAT....... AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH